Dear Canada: I have no idea what this road sign means. Please speak American. Thanks, Taryn (Taken with instagram)
Dear UB student who left this in Capen library: you, sir, are a winner.. (Taken with instagram)
So this one time I was fat and this is all that’s left of the $10 Dinner Box I got for myself from Pizza Hut… (Taken with instagram)
Target has a shoe style named after me. (Taken with instagram)
Depression.
It’s one of those weeks where i’m struck by an inability to do anything, because i’ve lost the will to accomplish. Most afternoons I spend countless hours in my room, cleaning what’s already clean, avoiding the ever-growing pile of homework. I scroll through Facebook and feel like I have no one rational to talk to because everything I encounter is inane. I constantly think about the things which worry me but take no steps towards resolving their source. The cigarettes, the tears, the countless hours of Netflix. I don’t want any of these things but I have no motivation to give them up. I feel trapped.v
Looking at blogs about Supernatural…
Thank god my boyfriend’s coming over. I’m about ready to jump on him and start ripping his clothes off.
Why do I keep pandering?
Honestly, what happened to the girl who was so cinfident in herself that she decided she was going to pick up and move across the country on her own at 19, baccalaureate in hand and chasing her dreams of becoming an actress? Now, I’m meeting people and I’m ashamed of my hopes, because I’ve gone back to feeling like I’m not good enough to make it. So I fall back on the back up plan. When asked what I want to do, I say “Oh, i don’t know, I still haven’t decided if law school is right for me.” Who am I kidding? The only thing that is right for me, the only thing that has ever been right for me is performing. It validates my existence. I don’t need to be wealthy if I can spend my whole life in pursuit of the thing I love most. And I’m scared. It’s going to be tough, and being a lawyer would definitely offer security. But it will never make me happy. And that’s what this move is about. Chasing my dreams, making myself happy, and not being the one who settled. No more second thoughts.
Just started Dr. Who. Not sure what i’ve gotten myself into.
